Probably dumb question: where would you go if you needed to cry and get all your emotions out that isn't your house/apartment?

I've been having a bad week due to a lot of factors, primarily just depression being depression and not being able to find a therapist near me, but also I've been trying to get sober and keep having restless/sleepless nights. Last night wasn't too bad. I took an edible and slept till about 6 AM. And I've just been holding it all in, mainly because I don't want my parents to find out (I live at home with them). So I just need to get out and go somewhere. Anywhere. And keep myself from drinking.

I'm thinking some park or cemetery. Any ideas?