I can't block you

You know I can't block you, I'm pretty sure it's the same reason you can't block me. Neither of us wants this to be over, as much as we don't want to keep hurting ourselves or each other. I hope you can get to a place that you can accept yourself, or me, or whatever it is that's stopping you from giving this a chance.

You said you feel safe, here, like this with me. I feel safe with you too and happy, I want to feel like that again. I remember when everytime I saw you, or even thought about you made me smile, I really want to smile like that again. I hope you can forgive me for the mistakes I've made back then and now.

Happy New Year!

I really hope we get a chance to get to know each other better and at least be friends. If you really choose to never see me again, I truly wish you the best and hope you overcome your struggles.