When you realize you’re going to prison for the rest of your life
https://caselaw.findlaw.com/court/ca-court-of-appeal/116125184.html
Context:
Defendant Diana Lovejoy was convicted of conspiring with her lover, Weldon McDavid, to murder her ex-husband, Greg Mulvihill. She was also found guilty of attempted murder after McDavid shot and wounded Mulvihill.