the stupids at my school

my school is super strict (if you talk to boys you're a s!ut) and i honestly dont care i talk to my friends as i want anyways the issues at school mostly begin when people date and teachers find out and then its not just shit for the kids caught ITS SHIT FOR EVERYONE BRO I DONT EVEN HAVE A BOYFRIEND STOP. CHECKING. MY. BAG. literally BRO i have a habit of putting onto paper what i feel during a bag check they found one such paper it was just a normal rant about how i feel ugly and pathetic the basic stuff and they showed it to the principal and then she calls my parents and it was a whole thing they're like my "anxiety" is diStRaCtiNG me from studying im sorry what does that EVEN MEAN????????????????? and these idiots in relationships do bs at school in the hallways and its like sir keep your pda inside ik i sound bitter its just theres NO PRIVACY ANYWHERE i honestly CANNOT wait for college and then its exam season rn and i really want these 3 research colleges and i REALLY want to get in its like i have found my purpose and im so worried about screwing them up because i genuinely dont know what i'll do if i mess up i had the common entrance exam on jan 22 and i did super bad but thats probably because i didnt put effort because i wanted research colleges not engineering idk what to do and i have board exams looming on top of my head i have chemistry practical's day after tomorrow im trying to take it a day at a time BUT I CANTTTT HELPPP ME PLEASEEEE