Finally free from a 4.5 year addiction

If you look at my profile you will see some incredibly pure SEA #4 heroin, that I was honestly proud to show off on this sub and others. What you don’t see is all the misery, crazy amounts of money spent/wasted, ruined relationships, and overall waste of life that came with my addiction.

As of now I am 4 days plus some change since my last shot of heroin. And today was the first day of no withdrawal symptoms at all. I cant believe I’ve done it, but I have. I’ve been trying to quit for the last month or two but couldn’t get past the first 24 hours without giving in.

And now when I would use, I wouldn’t even get high. All I would really feel was the initial rush, and after that I just felt normal, maybe a little sleepy. So I was pretty much using just to keep withdrawals away and feel normal, and dope is very expensive in Australia (where I am).

I’m so excited to have my life back and accomplish some serious goals I’ve set for myself. First thing I did today was something that’s been on my to do list for the last month or so, and that was clean and organise my bedroom which had become a total mess.

And this time I know I’m done. Cos when I look at pics of heroin I don’t think “wow I want some” like I used to, now I look at it in disgust like I would look at a piece of shit. And I would never eat shit, even if it was the best tasting thing in the world.