Didn't realize how serious y'all were about not crying 😭

I'm (almost) 4 weeks on T and I thought it wasn't going to hit me this hard but I literally cannot cry, I can tear up slightly and all that, but no fully formed tear 😭😭😭. I used to be a crybaby like literally anything could get me tearing up even if I was happy I'd just tear up and sob. It's kind of nice because I can confront people better without crying the whole time but damn. I miss it 😭. how did y'all react to not being able to, or was this a side effect that missed you?