Was anyone else super nervous about starting T?

6 long months ago I made the decision that I wanted to start, and my appointment is scheduled for mid-February. Now that it’s starting to close in I’m feeling so nervous. I’m not so much scared of anything happening in particular, it’s just so fucking crazy to think that I’m about to make one of the biggest decisions of my life. Did anyone else just have that general sense of unease? Tell me how you’re doing now!!