will it ever get better?

sitting here at 2:00 am with my 6 week old wanting to cry. she has been a TERRIBLE sleeper since she was born, i’m talking has never slept longer than 1-2 hour stretches at night, EVER. sometimes it’s gassiness, if it’s not gassiness then she only wants to be held. she’s also in leap 1 right now and is fighting sleep constantly and is sooooooo fussy.

i feel like this entire newborn phase has been a complete blur to me and I am miserable. going on social media also just pisses me off at this point because my experience has been NOTHING like how others seem to be.

my husband and I are having to take shifts at night just so we can get some sort of rest. we also are so desperate that we ordered a Snoo in hopes it helps change something.

please tell me if it gets better and if so WHEN