Emergency Surgery

I find myself in the hospital again. But this time I'm being sent to a larger hospital and going to have emergency surgery. Not gonna lie I'm just a little freaked out. Transport to take me is enroute and I'm told the surgical team is getting things together.

I know in the end I will be ok. But this is a life changing surgery. My family can't be there as they are in other states. So I'm going to fake it till I make it and put on a brave face, and tell them it's ok and to not worry. While I'm dying inside.