28 days sober first 'bad day'

This take at sobriety seemed different this time around. I genuinely did not feel the need to drink. I was proud of myself for getting this far without secretly plotting my relapse as I have did in the past. I truly wanted this time to be the final time I tried to stop drinking.

I had a particularly bad day today at work. Long story short I got into a disagreement with my boss, and they hinted at repercussions for it. I get stressed out when it comes to things at my work because if I get fired it will be extremely hard for me to find a job with no college degree that will afford my bills. After that it was the first time I felt a strong urge to drink. Even the hangover seemed nice.

I am not going to drink tonight I have no alcohol in my house but I feel like this event kind of put me a step back as I had gone an entire 28 days without the urge to drink and now I feel like the urge came back.