Im almost to 48 hours dry

I’ve been drinking heavy on and off for 4 years. Usually just a weekend bender. But these past holidays Christmas through new years I was a consistant 15+ beers a night. I took my last drink of a 12 pack 2 nights ago. Yesterday was horrible. Nausea to the point of one bite I was throwing up. Stomach pressure. Probably from gastritis. Racing heart. Bloood pressure was definitely elevated. Last night it’s hit me hard. Cold sweats shaking. Couldn’t think straight. Luckily I remembered I had some hydroxyzine from when I had anxiety before. This is my first time experiencing withdrawal and I do not recommend it for anyone. This has been the scariest time of my life. I’ve missed work everyday. I can’t stay out of the bathtub. Dark room submerged in water for some reason helps with the anxiety. I was a weekend drinker thought I was perfectly fine. Then starting drinking light during the week and the weekend drinking got heavier and then through out the week followed. Now I believe I’m doing alright. I’m hoping symptoms start to fade after tonight. I just wanted yall to know reading a lot of your stories is helping me kick this thing. I don’t have cravings just a fuck ton of anxiety. The nausea has subsided a little I managed to eat a whole bowl of chicken noodle soup just now and drank a whole Gatorade . I’m ready for the symptoms to leave and start my normal life again without alcohol! Oh btw I’m 24 years old. Turn 25 in March. I’m ready to finish this year alcohol free and take my life back.