Thinking about trying cigarettes

Turned 21 so I can legally buy tobacco products. I know it’s unhealthy but yeah im so miserable and yall seem to like it a lot. Just want to feel better even if it’s temporary. Bought zyn and i like the way it makes my head feel but ik it would be more addictive in the long run since it’s easier to consume. Same thing with vapes. At least cigarettes would make me go outside and you have to light them first.