cooking is fun

does anyone else find themselves seeking out recipes that involve wine in order to justify their drinking around loved ones? made mushroom pasta for my mom (a former CA) and i and finished the bottle (the recipe only called for 1/2 cup) to myself as reward for being a functioning human this week. currently now almost a full bottle of wine + a beatbox, and 1/2 a buzzball down bc that’s all the corner store had. now what will i make tmw to justify not only going to the store but purchasing alcohol?

edit: spelling

update: finished the buzzball and thankfully my roommate came out yapping about whipped cream bc i forgot about a bottle of whipshots (10% alc? hmmm sure) i threw out in my room after the beginning of this month, determined i would stay sober. i dug it out. chairs fuckers.