I finally called my mom

Out of all the scary and new things I've had to do over the last two weeks since I got my results back this was the one I dreaded the most. How does a 29yo tell her mom something like this, ya know? Further complicated by the fact we dont have a close relationship at all and her dad has a terminal diagnosis and I'll be bald and sick when we have that gathering. But I did it. Only four more appointments and then I start chemo the 24th. Everything will get easier once I'm on a regular schedule... right?