WTF cancer?

My oncologist told me yesterday that I am in remission. I was diagnosed in September, IDC ++- stage 2. I’m 32.

11 hours later, my aunt dies of cancer (lymphoma). Less than two weeks after getting diagnosed. She went into septic shock after getting chemo.

To celebrate and grieve basically in the same breath. My heart is full with happiness for myself and agony for my aunt.

I don’t know what I need here. I think just a community of people who understand how cruel and unexpected and greedy cancer is.