Clothes never fit right and I'm fucking sick of it

This is a low stakes vent that has little to do with motherhood. I just want to complain.

I have literally never felt confident/pretty in anything I've ever worn. My pants never have the right ass-to-waist ratio, or I look frumpy, or it's too tight, or my stomach pokes out too much. My thighs touch and have always touched, so my shorts always ride up and my jeans dissolve quickly from the friction that everyday movement causes. Bike shorts don't ride up for me, but the skin-tightness makes me self-conscious.

I have big-ish boobs and they make shirts look massive on me. I have broad-ish shoulders that make wearing various tops insecurity-inducing. I'm a wide-ish person in general- the women in my family are built like slightly curvaceous doors.

I ordered three pairs of jeans a few days ago. This is a big deal for me, as I can never justify buying new clothes and I find the whole shopping experience overwhelming for reasons above. They came in the mail today, and despite me obsessively measuring myself to the website's specifications, they look ridiculous on me. I was genuinely so hopeful that I would like them. Side note, but the quality of Levi's jeans have gone to hell. A special, gift-wrapped, bow-topped fuck you to Levi's for making me pay that much for thin ass denim.

But it's not just jeans/pants. It's everything, every type of clothing. None of my clothes make me happy. I feel hideous whenever I go out in public. I work out at least 4 days a week. I'm eating healthier than I ever have in my life. I've lost weight. I just want to feel pretty. I just want to go out in public and not feel ashamed.