At what point do you leave?

Yall can remove this if you want. I won't feel bad I just don't know where else to post this.

Im a trans woman. Im one year out from finishing undergrad. Im thinking about grad school. I...i don't know what to do.

I want to fight i want to resist i want to do something but...it feels pointless

At what point is it the right thing to run, honestly? Is it ever ok? I feel like I be abandoning those who need help if I did.

Honestly asking, here. I genuinely don't know what the right thing to do is.

Edit: Thanks for all the kind words, y'all. Made me feel much better.

The earliest I can graduate is next spring, but I can put in applications before then. Im going to grit my teeth , bear it, and see how things go. Then I'm either going to move to a blue state or out of the country, one way or the other. Thanks again, y'all. I really appreciate it :)