Wish my penis was bigger.

Not a huge issue to me but I do catch myself about every other day wishing that my penis was bigger. It falls within the 90% average range so it’s not out of the ordinary really, but I still wish it was larger.

This is mainly because men with large penises are valued more and are usually more desirable. Size absolutely does matter for most people, and you can see that online with women thirsting over men with large ones. For example drake when he got leaked everyone was praising him and thirsting over him. And no it’s not because he’s a celebrity. If his penis was small people would be making fun of him. Another example is Barry keoghan when he did the nude scene in saltburn and girls were saying praises about his large penis. You can easily find this stuff on the internet in about 10 seconds.

Also if I had a penis in the top 10% I’d probably feel more confident just in general. Especially with all of social media and pop culture saying big penises are better. Like it’s absolutely constant and drilled into every guys head. Some other examples are in songs with “big dick energy” and Saweeties song where she says “8 inch big that’s my type”. Those are a couple examples but as you can see that’s everywhere. And no I don’t count porn because I know that’s not real my feelings about wanting a bigger penis is not altered my porn actors. I probably wouldn’t even want one that big.

To add to this I would absolutely rather get rejected for my penis being too large rather than too small. I’m very confident in my oral and hand skills and I honestly and not even worried about making a girl finish. But I’d rather have my skills with a larger penis, because then I could satisfy size queens as well, which I think right now I’m not big enough to do. And if my penis is too large for some woman guess what, I don’t have to use all of it.

I see no downsides to having a larger penis, but I realize I can’t change it and almost accepted that but not quite I definitely still think about how much better it would be if it was larger. I know this seems so stupid to people and my brain tells me it is, but I can’t help feeling like this I’m trying to work on it so please don’t attack me for being an idiot I know I am for feeling like this. I just wanted to vent I guess.

Tl/dr; I wish my penis was bigger because society deems it was good and I would be more confident.