I am really sad

I'm really sad. Stadia had it all for me:

Easily play on TV (without a big console) , PC and Phone Games for the kids Not expensive for only 4 to 8 hours a month (I was pro from the beginning).

I really don't know what to do now. For the Kids a switch would have the best games, for me a Xbox will be best.

But I don't want a console.. I want Stadia!