im so scared for aeo decisions

im terrified but i just wanna know rn I CANT HANDLE SUSPENSE either tell me i got in or got rejected so i can move on abt my life and fantasize abt another uni ughuhguhguhughughguhgu

i was also re-reading my essays and i think they r slightly shit, like its decent ig, nothing too extraordinary idk what happened to my writing over the break but now that im in school i actually write and i dont think my essays r good enough I JUST NEED TO KNOW IF I GOT IN OR NOT UGH