What’s a phobia you have that not many people understand?

I’m deeply afraid of fireworks. Since I was a child I was horrified. Unfortunately, I live near the beach so the 4th of July is my own personal hell. Whenever I hear a firework I completely freak out like I’m having a panic attack. I just don’t see how people find it fun like it seems so dangerous. I know a lot of people love the 4th of July and not many people understand my phobia.