Would love a friend in this difficult time

Hello,

I recently had a loss that caused me to have some grief that really perpetuated my depression and anxiety. It got to the point that it was suggested that I step down from work to focus on myself. I have no self worth and feel like such a disappointment to myself and my family and fiancé since stepping down.

I am trying my best to pull myself up and go to therapy but I am so lonely and can't put all of my feelings on my fiancé alone when it comes to the point that I need to talk to someone. I actually went to the hospital in a panic due to my depression rather than tell him that I was not ok.

Before I was with my fiancé I was with a man that kept me isolated and was gaslighting me at every moment he had a chance. I lost the people closest to me. I just could use some kindness and some people I can talk to and I would be happy to be there for anyone as well.