24Wk + 4 Days Baby Jewelz 🎀
First Time Mommy here 👋🏾 My Baby Girl Jewelz Was Born 10/16/24 due to me developing severe preclampsia. I thought my pregnancy was going fine until I went in for a routine check up and was admitted to the hospital that night. The weird thing is I had no symptoms leading up to it other than minor swelling in hands and feet. I’m feeling all the things. The guilt, helplessness, and worry. During my emergency c section I lost 3L of blood due to hemorrhaging and had to receive transfusions. Everything in my life drastically changed within 24 hours 💔My baby girl is a true fighter but I honestly I feel like I failed her. The doctors are saying overall she is doing well but that we could be on the NICU pass her due date (02/01/25). She weighed 1lb 2oz at birth and currently 1lb 5.1 oz today! They have her on a ventilator due to her lung development. It may sound selfish but I feel like I’ve been robbed of my experience 🥺 I was unable to have a baby shower nor maternity photos, I was just starting to feel her and it feels like she’s been taken from me. It’s killing me that I am unable to hold my baby. It’s like one day you’re pregnant and the next day you’re not. Financially, my husband and I thought we had more time so it’s additional stress there. I came across the community and I guess I just needed to vent to a village that would understand. All advice and prayers would be greatly appreciated ❤️
First Time Mommy here 👋🏾 My Baby Girl Jewelz Was Born 10/16/24 due to me developing severe preclampsia. I thought my pregnancy was going fine until I went in for a routine check up and was admitted to the hospital that night. The weird thing is I had no symptoms leading up to it other than minor swelling in hands and feet. I’m feeling all the things. The guilt, helplessness, and worry. During my emergency c section I lost 3L of blood due to hemorrhaging and had to receive transfusions. Everything in my life drastically changed within 24 hours 💔My baby girl is a true fighter but I honestly I feel like I failed her. The doctors are saying overall she is doing well but that we could be on the NICU pass her due date (02/01/25). She weighed 1lb 2oz at birth and currently 1lb 5.1 oz today! They have her on a ventilator due to her lung development. It may sound selfish but I feel like I’ve been robbed of my experience 🥺 I was unable to have a baby shower nor maternity photos, I was just starting to feel her and it feels like she’s been taken from me. It’s killing me that I am unable to hold my baby. It’s like one day you’re pregnant and the next day you’re not. Financially, my husband and I thought we had more time so it’s additional stress there. I came across the community and I guess I just needed to vent to a village that would understand. All advice and prayers would be greatly appreciated ❤️