Saw my husband's porn...

We've always had some what of an open phone policy. Like we know each other's passwords and what not. Never have either of us gone through each other's phone. This was a complete accident.

Also, I've never had an issue with him looking at porn. Though I did try to encourage him not to by sending him photos of myself, because I'd rather him look at me.

I needed his tax info but it was digital he said I could do it. So I found the info screenshot it and went to send it to myself. There it was (in his camera roll of all places) at least 5 pictures (I didn't scroll so probably more). All of the women look nothing like me and have a completely different body type than I ever have the whole time my husband has even known me.

I know everyone has multiple things they are into. It's just hard to see what he's into and it not be anything close to me. It kinda made me question things that have happened recently. Not that I think he's cheating or anything. But it does make me wonder if our relationship is as good as I thought it was.

I wish I hadn't seen it. I just can't help feeling self conscious now.