Caught

Today I got caught with stuff in a 5 star hotel and was going for work as usual. I kept my stuff hidden in my wallet the security guard saw a rolling paper in my bag and started to search me all the way and found the stuff. The hotel kicked me out. Is this the sign to quit this is the 1st time I got caught by anyone my friends who don't smoke were pretty much upset because of me. As they got to listen from the manager because of me and that's giving me BT. I don't think the hotel will make a big scene. But I'm very sad because of this incident. Smoking for 4 years. P.s I'm a college student from HM I was gone for free lancing in the hotel