I hate myself for being Slavic

I know that Hellenic polytheism is considered open. I'm probably mainly Slavic (born in Eastern Europe), maybe with some Baltic and Jewish blood (my country is a mess). And idk I feel like in the eyes of the Gods I will never be as good as a person who was born in Greece and was growing in Greek culture and is a pagan too. I think I believe that worship of such person would be much more familiar and pleasing for Gods. And I think Gods see me as an interesting curiousity, funny little barbarian. I feel like I'm allowed to worship, to interact, to receive help from Gods, but I will forever be some exotic curiosity for them. I admire my own culture and I'm politically active regarding problems of my own country, I also try to contribute to my own culture and I research it a lot. I've tried researching Slavic polytheism, but there are things there that don't resonate with me AT ALL. I'd rather practice nothing then... I consider myself Slavic, worshiping Ancient Greek Gods, but idk... I feel that I hate myself for being Slavic.