Grandma passed away yesterday

My grandma passed alway to yesterday. I’m DACA and from India. Haven’t been able to see her in years and my mom won’t be able to go see her mother for her funeral (or ever);.

My mom’s dad passed away when she was very young - 9 years old. My grandma raised my mom and 3 other daughters as a single mother ever since then, on her own.

She lived a long happy life but it’s still so sad. The bigger heartbreak for me is not being able to see and build a relationship with my grandmother over so many years because I was stuck in the US and now not being able to see her go😞