I want to cry. Please suggest me some songs

It's been two years, and I still can't cry. Whenever I feel angry or sad, I put on my headphones, shuffle my playlist, and play it at full volume at night. But since my playlist is such a mix of everything, my emotions end up feeling conflicted.

Can you please suggest some songs that might help me finally cry?

Ellaam ullil ketti kidannitt ntho oru vallatha feeling.