I’m so disappointed

I am so disappointed in myself right now. I gambled my entire check today including my car note trying to win my money back. I am so devastated. Can someone please tell me how I can make $600 in the next two to three days so that I can make my car payment? I’m not even joking and I have self excluded from all casino sites. I am ready to do better. I just really hope I can make it out of this hole one more time. And the saddest part is my baby’s 8th birthday party is Sunday and I feel like I’ve let her down. Ik nobody cares on here but please let me know any suggestions. And before someone says “get a job” I have a job I just get paid every two weeks…