I will fight for you

I’ve chosen to work on myself over the past few months. I isolated myself and focused on my emotions, and through this time, I’ve realized something important: I don’t miss what we had, I miss you. I only have this one life, and I want to grow old with you. Even if there’s someone else out there who might be great, I would still choose you.

You’re an extraordinary, wonderfully unique person, and my best friend. I’m going to keep working on myself so that, if you ever decide to love and trust me again, I’ll be a better version of myself. You make me want to be better, so I can truly deserve someone like you. You’ve awakened something deep in my soul, and that’s something I hope to be able to give back to you forever.

I’m sorry for not taking care of myself before and for draining you in the process. I know it’s hard to trust me again, but I’ll be here, waiting and ready to fight for you if you ever let me back into your life. I hope that one day, you’ll understand that I was young and emotionally immature. I’ll always love you, even from afar. Always.