Found this at a help-seeking/therapy forum (basically a venting forum like offmychest), I couldn't properly take a screenshot so I copy pasted it. I was SO INFURIATED after reading this.

I have always been extremely depressed ever since my mandatory military service. My only source of comfort and distraction were sex workers and porn, but guess what, now I can't even have that thanks to my pos fwb, she literally ruined my entire life. I have had sexual relations with my fwb but I had too much empathy/respect towards her so I didn't do any of the kinky stuffs/choking/bdsm and rough sex with her, I used to do the deed with her so gently and passionately to the point that it sometimes felt like a chore, I always treated her with gifts and presents almost every time we got together.

I did my kinky rough deeds with sex workers as I had access to them 15-20 minutes from my city. I am a feminist and I believe sex work is work and sex workers are completely okay and happy with the rough play if you pay a bit extra of somewhere around 70-100 ILS, (and like 250ILS extra if you accidentally get too rough with her/make her bleed to the extent that it may cost medical bills but they will rarely charge that much to regular customers like me so I used to go full throttle crazy).

Once again, sex workers 100% consent to the rough play if you pay up properly I always used to pay generously when I went too overboard (which I did quite regularly, it was the best time of my life).

My fwb had no problems with me visiting sex workers as we were not in a committed relationship, the only thing she said was that I had to wear a condom and get checked for stds periodically, which I completely agree. She also used to occasionally have 1-night-stands in night parties which I had zero problems with.

For the past 3 months, the prices of prostitutes had literally doubled (400-600 ILS for the most basic looking woman), thanks to our government not knowing how to handle inflation and the recent hamas events have made it much worse.

Still, it was okay for me as I had 0 problems financially when it came to visiting prostitutes as my parents always sent me money periodically and I had cut down my spending on other commodities by more than a half. Still, even after knowing this, my fwb used to constantly nag me saying that I should stop spending all my hard-earned money like that (I get her point but she had no business in how I spend my own finances).

Just last week, my fwb completely ruined everything by telling my elder sister that I am 'ruining my savings and future by wasting it on prostitutes' which was a total violation of my personal boundary. Even before starting our relationship, we made it clear that our relation only extends till the bedroom, and our family and friends should not know the nature of it, and guess what, she completely violated that agreement too.

I always respected her boundaries, in-fact, in my family, nobody even knows the true nature of our relationship, they just know her as my very close friend. I had even bought her a necklace like 2 weeks ago that she really wanted and admired (she still wears it to work) and I always complimented her (even when it wasn't true) and guess how she decided to pay it back, by exposing me.

I confronted her and she couldn't even hold up an argument and started crying and saying that 'it was for my own good', like dude why should that matter to you? We are literally friends for SEX ONLY. In the end, she offered me that I could use her body for my 'special needs' but that literally fixes nothing, oh I wish if I had only never met her in the first place, I hope she goes to hell after ruining my life, my relationship with my sister, my only source of comfort and distraction and now my entire family might potentially find out about this.

Also, thank you guys so much for always supporting me, this forum is one of the only places where I can hones