I’m a traitor and deserve to be shot

Being a trans man means I will be part of the gender that statistically hurts people more than any other gender. The women were right, I’m destroying my body and I am essentially letting evil corrupt me. I’ve been a feminist for years, and I will be giving up all of that for a deformed body. No one wants a man near them, they are too scared. I don’t want to be seen as a cis man, but if I pass that is what will happen. I’ll be the thing women fear at night. I’ll be the very gender that hurt me when I was young. The one that grooms young girls. I’m corrupted and I need to stop it all.